I lie in the darkness, and remember you face
So intense in staring, trying to figure me out
I told myself I would never let you past these walls
But now I remember what it felt like beside you
I miss you, and I miss your warm embrace
That soothed my fears, and made me weak kneed
I long to hold your hand, and press next to you
But all I have is a pillow, that still has your scent
I miss the innocence of it all, and I miss your taste
And I hate how you look me now, disgusted
Because I pushed you away and I hate how you let me
Mostly I hate how big this bed seems to me now
~~Cuz' Love is what matters;after all~~